[ Xue Yang easily curls up against Jin Guangyao, burying his face in his chest. He would definitely not let himself be like this if not for those insects affecting his inhibitions. Then again, he never would've told Xiao Xingchen that he's in love with him either. ]

I can't! I don't know how to! I want to... I want to stop feeling like this, but I don't know how... T-The worst thing i-is, I'm not even... really angry with him. I don't, I still don't want to... h-hurt him. Even though he... he still thinks I wanted everything that happened.